Life Lessons: #Expressing myself

The title up there will not be considered as something depressing or emotional. In fact, I am not even sad, mortified, nor happy. I am currently experiencing a constant single line of feelings. Like this; ------------------------------ . I decided to maybe share something about myself because as you can see, I am in a state of boredom and a complete straight face has been plastered on my face for the past five hours. For the record, I am also being tortured by an explosion of pain which consist of a running tap water, a.k.a runny nose, and a stubborn act of being knocked on the head countless number of times. Before you cover your mouth in a state of shock just by re-reading my second situation, I shall clarify with you that what I meant was basically, a major headache.

Anyways, let's get straight to the point.

Today, I decided to switch on my laptop and update my blog again with one of the most boring yet it MIGHT be quite interesting post at the same time. Expressing oneself. Yes, most of us love to cover our sad faces and horrifying cuts, just to not plagued the others and adversely worsen the happy patootsie situations. I, myself, do this a lot. But most of the time, I can't be bothered with this type of situations.I guess, hiding your feelings really do benefit the others but I usually inform my close friends because I know that they will console me and make me feel so much better. Even a tiny bit of advice. For those out there who loves to hide their feelings, please do know the purpose of doing that and never go over YOUR limits. The purpose of me doing it is because of the fact that I know that what I am going through is going to die off pretty soon and if I can take it, go with the flow and make the others that are not involve happy but if I can't take it, I'll probably talk about it. Usually, mine doesn't really matters to me because again, it will go off pretty fast, even if it doesn't, you will find yourself not thinking about it most of the time. I am not going to share tips because I have done a lot of those in my previous posts. Just do whatever you think is correct. Cutting and being desperate to leave the world is not a wise decision but it's all up to you :).

Secondly, 

relationships? I guess that it is a thing for today's generations. I often witness scenes where my friends gets hooked up with a guy and begin to take photos romantically, putting their captions as "Every (no.)" "Att" - attach / taken . I usually congratulate them and say "Last long" which also means, ' I hope you guys will stay together and hopefully, no break ups ' . What about me? Do I want one? Does anyone likes me? Well, the third question, maybe. Anyways, I am really not into having relationships when I am only thirteen. I know that being in one basically means that you have a lot of commitments and also restrictions. I am certainly not ready for one to be honest. Hahahaha. And yes, out of both of my two best friends from primary school, I am the only one who has not been in any serious relationships before and I'm totally fine with it. I love being with my friends, both genders. Cracking jokes and laughing at lame ones. Helping each other out. Like seriously, I prefer doing SC duties than to entertain my boyfriend. Yes, that's how 'not-ready' I am in this topic. Even if I were to like certain guys, it's not love. It's just infatuation which means, the feeling come and go. Love doesn't come and go, it stays even if the person goes. And yes, I get over the people I like very easily, which mean, I have not experience love and probably will not experience one anytime soon.

Thirdly, 

Shall I just film Youtube videos and talk about this stuffs, edit it shorter and let you guys watch it? At the same time blog too but my post becomes shorter and a lot more photos?

Till Then :)