Happiness is a feeling

I am very quiet in school but there is a reason for that. I am not an introvert, I just like to be alone sometimes, walking and observing people. Laugh like a retarded person all by myself. It makes me feel happy and relax. It's like all of the problems that I face has vanished into thin air. This might sound weird to you guys but it really works for me. Sometimes, I walk to school alone, immersed in the music that I am listening to, I feel better and happier. But, this does not suggest that I do not like your presence around me, I do because I get to talk things out. It's just that I changed. When I was in Primary school, I was the talkative one and always thought that being alone was awkward because I have my own clique but now in Secondary school, it is different. I don't really get involve in girl dramas and minimise the amount of casualties because I am a grenade and I have blown up a few times. Try being alone, observing people, and talk to yourself about some stuffs. It is not crazy, iy's about providing enough space for yourself to think. Everyone wants to be happy but the thing is, telling others why you are happy is very difficult because being happy is a feeling. When you list the stuffs on why you are happy, all of those are not the main reasons, it's just points that will elaborate the definition of happy not why you are happy. People might think that I am a loner, well, I don't mind if you think like that because there are always the good points on being alone. Whenever I am alone, the presence of at least one person also makes me relax. Try doing that, your presence enlightens me 

Till Then :)